Thursday, March 1
USA. - Thursday, March 01, 2007
every once in a while, i rant about missing my cousins, about wanting to go to the US. this is one of those moments again. oooh ,and the best part of not having a tagboard, is people cannot console me about missing them(cos that secretly makes me miss them more), or tell me to just 'shut it'. xD damn, i feel like removing that tagboard was a good idea.cheryl just got her braces. she said she didnt feel any pain. but then again, i dont really trust her. cos i know when i asked marcus once whether pulling out teeth would be painful, he shrugged it off & said it didnt hurt a bit. then when i asked my sister the nxt day, she said it was traumtising to feel those 8 needles go thru her gum. thankfully, i never needed to pull out any teeth. but but, the lil brat did say that if she can tahan the pain, so can i. ah wells, i should correct that sentence soon. since.. she aint gonna be a lil brat anymore.
the more i talk to my cousins, my aunts/uncle there, the more i feel like just hopping on a plane there, like pronto. the more i think about, the more i feel the stronger urge to go there.
btw, braces this monday.
so anyway, the lil girl just went off to school. 11.28pm here, 7.28am there. i told her about what my future goal was, what i intended to do with my life. having a goal again, does make me give me seconds thoughts.. because i am afraid of failure, and disappointing myself, and others. nevertheless, it's something i'll work towards, and strive hard for. cos knowing me, only something like that would motivate me to work hard, or harder.
RCIA today was better than the last's.(thankfully!) 14 more mths & then i'll be baptised. that will be the day, i will defintely be looking forward to.